Shade

 I'm the shade that hides in the night

For I'm nor the darkness nor the black ness

For you can see me through the darkness in you 

For the brightness cannot be seen by me

For the frightened I'm the fear

For the hated I'm the hate

For I'm the shade that heights in the night

Shine like the first Ray of sun
Be the drop of rain that gives people hope
Be  the ray of light that creates rainbow and makes ppl happy
Be happy like a child having first icecream
Happy birthday

Hmmm

Ss

Love

I always believed relationships are a bridge to unity of two souls, but sometimes the unity causes tremendous amount of anguish.
For where there is love there is jealousy
For where there is love there is hurt
For where there is love there is happines
For where there is love there are raw emotions
For love wuthout all these emotions is just mediocre
There are many things where we can settle for mediocrity but love should not be one of them
Love should be passionate extraordinary and beyond ones own limitations

Anguish

Anguish for the state im im going to be in
Anguish for not knowing if we are going to be together
Anguish on fearing what will become of me once the space between us becomes ocean's rather than land
Anguish on not knowing what the future holds for us
Anguish on fearing if the distance between us may lead you to drift apart
Anguish on the drifiting apart and the imprint of our relationship may lead me down a dark tunnel and a dark path with no light to be seen
Anquish on not knowing if I ever will love again once the oceans come between us
Anguish of my darkened soul searching for light across the oceans
For a soul knows no better anguish than to take a breath that begins with love and ends with grief

Agony

I don't know how to express my feelings
I feel pain like someone drove a knife into my heart. I don't know how else to feel when the person whom you love the most say that the relationship between me and her is detrimental to her. I might not be perfect I may have my own insecurities but I never thought I could be that person who is detrimental to her and bringing her down. I don't want to be anyone anymore, I wanted to be her voice of happiness , I wanted to be her joy but if other person says I'm the opposite, that makes my heart cry with pain . I have a feeling that I lost something inside  me it's like a point where I can't breathe and my soul has been ripped apart from me. I never knew I could love anyone so much ,but the person whom I love feels that im causing her agony,there is no point in sharing my joy and happiness
No matter what, my love for her would never die. I want her to be happy with me or without me. I want to see her tears which are filled happiness not  with sadness

Far away

U have gone far ,far away from me
So far that my thoughts wont reach you
Away from my heart Away from my thoughts
Don't go so far that memories cant reach you
Don't go so far that your voice becomes an echo of the past
Don't go so far that sight of your beauty seems like an forgotten dream
Don't go Don't go away from me

Happy birthday

Be born like a droplet of rain in spring  that makes the flowers bloom spreading the fragrance around
Be born like a ray of sunlight in summer that gives warmth and joy to all the near and dear ones
Be born like the leaves of autumn making the world a colorful place
Be born like a first snow of the winter that makes people smile

LL - Love and Life

Where there is love there is pain

Where there is love there is happiness

Where there is love there is anger

Where there is love there is joy

Where there is love there is anquish

Where there is love there is bliss

For what is life without life and a sea of emptions

Cheliya

kanulu terichina neeve kannula musina neeve
alochanana neeve antharangamuna neeve
aadugaduguna nee gnapakam anuvu anuvna nee chiru darahasam

naalo saga bagamai naa jeevithaniki needai
naanu maimarapinche naa chelivai
naa yadhalo nidhurinche naa premavai
naatho sada undipo nesthama


Wrote this in telugu, so here is a translation to english which might not have the same effect

I see you in the darkness , I see you in the light
Your in my every thought, your in my realms of my deep heart
I think of you in the step I take, I see your smile in the every thing

Your my other half ,your my shadow
Your the lady who dazzles me
Become the love that sleeps is my heart
and stay with me for ever